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Fine EP

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1.
I’ve been running away, like I always do. But the shampoo smelt like you and I fell back into the sinking in your eyes, When it rained and we both cried. I shouldn’t let myself be so upset. I know I’m the one who caused this. But I didn’t mean to, I didn’t want to hurt you. I hope I get to see you again. But I understand if this has to be the end. I guess the tears will keep on falling ‘Cause you’re so kind and I can’t be. I shouldn’t let myself be so upset. I know I’m the one who caused this. But I didn’t mean to, I didn’t want to hurt you.
2.
No Gloom 03:25
Will you always be so blunt with me? I thought I could be distant but I can’t, not with you. It’s so hard to pretend I don’t want to see you everyday ‘Cause I wanna see you everyday, everyday, everyday. Maybe one day we’ll go on a date. But for now, I think I can wait. ‘Cause in your room there is no gloom. You kiss me and I swoon. I want you to hold me and tell me the things you really feel. Like if you wanna get ice cream, or that you don’t feel real. I don’t think that day will come. I wanna kiss you, tell you I miss you but I can’t. I think I like you too much and it hurts. I think I like you too much and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
3.
Back here, again. I thought maybe I’d found my way out. It seemed pretty hopeful for a while.... But I guess I never left. I’ll probably be buried with it, Sooner rather than later. I can never shake it off. It’s always been sat on my shoulders. I’m not whole. I’m not whole. I’m not whole. There’s always something missing.
4.
Figuring out what it means to use space. I guess I’ll just hide again. I think I missed this sinking in my stomach. I think I missed the rain. But this silence does nothing for me Unless you’re there to share the tension. And even then, I try my best to fill it up. ‘Cause I’m all teeth and panic, Will I ever be enough? I don’t know what it is that you need and it scares me to think that I’d reshape myself a million times to work it out. Oh I’d love to lose myself. I doubt you’d change for anyone, But I still change for everyone. I’ll start to swallow these feelings I know they’re too much to take. And I know, you didn’t ask for this. But I didn’t mean to be like this. I don’t know what it is that you need and it scares me to think that I’d reshape myself a million times to work it out. Oh I’d love to lose myself. I doubt you’d change for anyone, But I still change for everyone.
5.
I dreamt that we saw her together. She lay in a hospital bed. Your eyes were so full of love and upset. I woke up to your face and it looked so soft and I wanted to cry. You moan in your sleep And I’ll always know it’s for her and not for me. I dreamt that you left together. I lay on some dirty floor. My eyes were still full of love, But mostly upset. I said goodbye to your face, it looked so soft and I wanted to cry. You moaned a goodbye. It’s the goodbyes that will always be mine. Goodbye.

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"The fine EP is a collection of moments that span from 2016 to now. They cover love, losing love, fighting an eating disorder that wanted to take me over completely, my unregulated emotions, dreams (both literal and metaphorical) finding some sort of meaning amongst it all and coming out the other side, slightly stronger as a result of it.
A lot of the songs are re-arrangements of the very earliest Rosehip demos and it’s been really cathartic and really special to let them free with the help of the rest of the band. I hope people can relate to the songs, give them a home for a bit and feel at least a little supported in the struggles we all have staying grounded in this overwhelming world."
- Faye Rogers

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released December 9, 2020

Written by Faye Rogers
Produced by Thomas Rees
Mixed by Josh Dickins
Mastered by Eddie Al-Shakarchi

Rosehip Teahouse is Faye Rogers, Tony Williams, Josh Dickins, Will Dickins and Alice Low

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