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I Meant What I Said
02:31
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I’ve been running away, like I always do.
But the shampoo smelt like you and I fell back into the sinking in your eyes, When it rained and we both cried.
I shouldn’t let myself be so upset.
I know I’m the one who caused this. But I didn’t mean to,
I didn’t want to hurt you.
I hope I get to see you again.
But I understand if this has to be the end. I guess the tears will keep on falling ‘Cause you’re so kind and I can’t be.
I shouldn’t let myself be so upset.
I know I’m the one who caused this. But I didn’t mean to,
I didn’t want to hurt you.
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No Gloom
03:25
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Will you always be so blunt with me?
I thought I could be distant but I can’t, not with you.
It’s so hard to pretend I don’t want to see you everyday ‘Cause I wanna see you everyday, everyday, everyday.
Maybe one day we’ll go on a date.
But for now, I think I can wait.
‘Cause in your room there is no gloom. You kiss me and I swoon.
I want you to hold me and tell me the things you really feel. Like if you wanna get ice cream, or that you don’t feel real. I don’t think that day will come.
I wanna kiss you, tell you I miss you but I can’t.
I think I like you too much and it hurts.
I think I like you too much and it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
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I'm Not Whole
02:29
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Back here, again.
I thought maybe I’d found my way out. It seemed pretty hopeful for a while.... But I guess I never left.
I’ll probably be buried with it,
Sooner rather than later.
I can never shake it off.
It’s always been sat on my shoulders.
I’m not whole.
I’m not whole.
I’m not whole.
There’s always something missing.
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A Million Times
03:44
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Figuring out what it means to use space.
I guess I’ll just hide again.
I think I missed this sinking in my stomach. I think I missed the rain.
But this silence does nothing for me Unless you’re there to share the tension. And even then, I try my best to fill it up. ‘Cause I’m all teeth and panic,
Will I ever be enough?
I don’t know what it is that you need and it scares me to think that I’d reshape myself a million times to work it out.
Oh I’d love to lose myself.
I doubt you’d change for anyone,
But I still change for everyone.
I’ll start to swallow these feelings I know they’re too much to take. And I know, you didn’t ask for this. But I didn’t mean to be like this.
I don’t know what it is that you need and it scares me to think that I’d reshape myself a million times to work it out.
Oh I’d love to lose myself.
I doubt you’d change for anyone,
But I still change for everyone.
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I dreamt that we saw her together.
She lay in a hospital bed.
Your eyes were so full of love and upset.
I woke up to your face and it looked so soft and I wanted to cry. You moan in your sleep
And I’ll always know it’s for her and not for me.
I dreamt that you left together. I lay on some dirty floor.
My eyes were still full of love, But mostly upset.
I said goodbye to your face, it looked so soft and I wanted to cry. You moaned a goodbye.
It’s the goodbyes that will always be mine.
Goodbye.
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A twinkling descent into sadness.
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